HOW MANY...

First of all, in answer to the comment of “Your Master” how many subs it takes to change a light bulb, I would reply: make me!
I know… a better sub would say: I’ll just suffer in the dark…
In this blog I would like to thank you for the help you are (so selflessly) giving me with training me with my butt plug. The last time you came you made a nice session of it, and described it ever so well in your comment (also thanks lol).

To A: thanks so much for your comment. Your explanation about the pliability is very reassuring. I have to admit I am starting to panic a little now and then, thinking I can’t do it, and my impatience is not helping either. But then reading your comment, sort of gave me refreshed courage.
Also your comment about how some D/s relationships fall foul, was very good and certainly recognisable.
I think I need to clarify something though. The strong emotions I went through last week was from a session I had with a dom last Wednesday. He is not my Master. I am not in any kind of relationship with him. That is partly why I was so annoyed with the emotions I went through.
I do have a Master, but unfortunately I have not had the pleasure yet of meeting Him face to face. He lives in the Netherlands, and for now our relationship extends to email, online meetings and occasional telephone conversations. HOWEVER, He really is my Master, the One I obey and serve. The experience I gather whilst waiting for Him, is purely play and the conditions I play under are those of my Master, not the dom who “has” me on the night.

To my slave friend: you are reading my mind!! The hit counter was exactly what I was thinking of when I was fiddling with the links. Keep on the look-out for it…
I have been thinking long and hard about your comment relating to the disregard Wednesday’s dom (let’s call him A to make it easy). It might be naïve of me, but somehow I really don’t think it was disregard. I do believe A wanted to teach me, and show me total surrender, how to put trust in somebody, … I know he did more than just push my limits, he stepped over them and went far beyond. And you were certainly right in telling me he has no right “to break” me, as he is not my Master. That I do fully agree with. But look, he didn’t! Although I know I will have to be very careful around him. So I am seriously considering not seeing A again.

I have read your entry from 14th Feb, as you asked me too. And as you know, I thought it was most beautiful. I will comment on it very soon.

Now then, time to stop writing already. I was planning on putting together a proper blog-posting tonight, but my bed time has already arrived. And it may come as a surprise to some of my readers, but I do actually obey the orders of my Master. So at midnight, I am in bed.

I’ll be back very soon!