Finding it very difficult today. Woke up thinking about Frans, and can't shift the thoughts. Despite some wonderful emails I shared with -what seems to be- a promising new contact.
But maybe that is what makes it difficult... Hard to explain, but the better things he wrote, the more I thought of Frans, and all the wonderful things I read from him.
Oh damned, this is really hard. Can somebody please tell me how to get him out of my head? Every time I think I feel better, it just comes down on me again. I would already be grateful for one day without having to think of him. Or to be able to think of him differently and not long for him. This is so stupid!
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Working and living abroad, mother to a young child and strong desires and aspirations to be a good sub and partner to my new Master. That's me in a nutshell. Welcome to my mind...
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