BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST...?

The email I received last week Sunday evening –translated as good as possible…

H,I have been thinking very hard these last two weeks and came to the conclusion that our relation is not right. I have a girlfriend here in the Netherlands with whom I want to continue en therefore can no longer do this with you.

Also I don’t have any more desire to have any kind of further contact with you, not via mail, chat or otherwise.

Greetings,Frans


I pretend I’m ok…but at night I can’t sleep and can’t stop the tears. Only sadists can cause this kinda hurt.